| "Nothing Lasts Forever" by maroon 5
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe
Tough we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
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| i went to see the new mummy movie. not by choice. don't judge.
mohamad and i went bowling last night. he beat me. but i accidentally helped him.
next time we are going to play pool because he doesn't think i can win.
im sick and my face is swollen.
i might be moving....YEY.
today is the last day of teaching lessons to the international school at the Y. thank goodness.
i made a kid think his brain was going to explode and he got scared. i felt bad...sort of.
i have 15 more downloads on emusic and i dont know what to get
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| two gay guys a frenchmen and a girl walk into a bar....
just kidding theres no joke there, its just the dynamic of the group i was in when i went to see the batman movie today.
which i think i hated by the way.
It was so dark, and creepy and it just made me really uncomfortable. the acting was good though.
i met mohamads parents today. his mom was in the pool doing walking excercises. his brother walked her out and she smiled huge when she saw me (i met her once last summer) and i said nice to see you again. after ali translated it she said "thankyou nice to see you again" in english. which was so cute because she doesnt speak any at all. then i tried teaching mohamad how to swim. he needs some work. but his mom was so smiley to me and i wanted to squeeze her pretty little face.
tommorow is my first entire day off since my vacation to MI where i had to request the days. oh how nicccce. im excited.
a kid at work broke a staff's nose. by throwing an army style walkie talkie at her face. |
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| mohamads parents come thursday from iran.
which means i won't see him.
because they are all like persian and stuff.. and don't speak english. and thats what happened last yr when they were here.
and im annoyed. with him. not for that reason... well a little but not only.
and there's this guy whose been like hitting on me i guess and stuff. and i wish i could say yes just to spite mohamad. but apparently i can't. because i haven't.
i just told him about it. he said he doesn't like it "when another person is approaching me" . GOOD. (ha i like that he said approaching as a synonym for someone trying to ask me out)
side note:
why am i such a transient? in so many aspects of my life.
im ready for something. anything.
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